Saturday, November 05, 2005 |  
once again.... hasrul refreshes this page too much.

and i'm SO sorry HENRY.. i took the video down before i asked you to watch it..... enjoyed the movie and the company of you three today, though. :)

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There are times where i just dont want to sleep cos of the things i regularly dream about.

Ever since young (not that im old now), i keep dreaming of things/-people dying.

well these few weeks ive been having really vivid and real-life-like dreams.

a few things i went through :
I saw my mother die
I saw holiday inn kuching burning down with my father frantically commanding the staff to get what they can to stop the fire
I saw Shaun strolling in and started playing on a keyboard with i think that german guy in ngee ann somewhere in a room with flourescent lightings and i have never seen anyone's hands move as fast as that. Fast as in...... engine-piston-running-at-110km/h fast. Strangely, the song he was playing; it sounded too familiar.
And this strange image of a corpse, wrapped up in white cloth, twitching about, gasping for air.

Just liek joyce, im very intrigued by dreams and what they are all about. I believe that dreams are a mix of what hidden (or not so hidden) thoughts you have in your mind and also.. well... it could also be a form of like... omens...

Then there's that out-of-body experience where they say spirits leave the body and you can freely walk about and stuff and this long thread-like trail connects from the spirt's head to your physical head...

well i dont think that's entirely bullshit.

and i also dont think that only occurs once in a blue moon (yes... you can see that im a firm believer in spirits and the unknown.)

and im sure hasrul and donald remmebered of that time i went up to donald one day and asked,"last nite, you were wearing black shorts and a white t-shirt, you were also lying on the right side of your body."
Donald gave me the strangest look ever (eyes dilated and all) and went,"How you know?"

so.... *shrugs*

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If angels and devils exists.... why not ghosts? yeah?

and no.. i dont beleive ghosts are spirits of "lost souls" or dead people.

let's just say that i think we're not sharing our houses with the family alone.

and these.... beings... also have religions... they can be Christians... Buddhists... and Muslim.... doesnt matter... and they go to work and all that as well.... so they're pretty much like us.... just that... we cant see them (most of the times)... and thye are bloody scared of us.

Then there's that Djinn thingy and stuff.... but that;s another long story.

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After reading all these... kinda makes you wonder what goes through my mind in the oddest moments of the day, doesnt it.?

* back when i was 5 or so... i had this imaginary friend.... and he looked just like me.... Now, you can call me crazy.
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