In the meantime.. (EDITED)
Thursday, October 20, 2005 |  
Was surfing planetvids for a while today....

found this guy on the net. wootz...

hmm most probably asian... judging from body structure (small shoulders and skinny body frame lol what stereotype...) and room...

lol. Love his "performance" nevertheless.

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Gatherings... oh i hear that word and i feel so childish already. Why? cos images of silly barbeques... sleepovers... sing-alongs (LOLZ LOLZ WTF WTF!?!?) and picture/video sharing just pops in to my head....

btu well what do u noe... i'm hosting one tomorrow tonight... HAHA..... jsut right off the bat, i took out my phone and messaged a few of the guys if they were okay with it. by the evening i was sending messages to everyone. to come.

such a sad thing that we never had prom night... aww... no costumes... no parties.. nothing to say bye bye to.... oh well.. whatever.. as friends.. i just think that it is just right for us to at least TALK to each other, right?

then maybe go out sometime.... then dinner.. whatever...

but then again not everyone has grown out of the "he aint my friend cos he did this this this" when sometimes peple do stuff to make u LEARN.... its hard for someoen to see the intentions of the other sometimes.

but then again... anyways.. yeah...

so yes.. gathering.... im the host again (second time in the freaking row, biatch! lolz) .. the house will be the place again.... and canadian pizza again... haha.. last year we had steamboat and it became a mess.... and my sister wasnt too happy with soo many peple she didnt know existed (or maybe there were too many chinese.... :) ) making things a tad bit worse...

but its great to know that some guys around me do help in clearing up instead of just eating and playijng games (with the stupid reason that "i'm the host" aka "i do everything and everything i pay and everyting i provide") and well.. coming on time with more or less respectable reasons.

I dont thiunk i'll be seeing some faces again this year (as always... there has never been a time i know where everyone was together as far as i can emmeber for now.)

.... hmmm i wonder how are they gonna do without seats lol.... im practically furniture-impaired.

i dream of the day that everyone of us gets more independance (or learn to use it properly) and able to drive cars and go home late at night and maybe be truly engaged (with papers...) with well-to-do partners and some cash as well only then i think can we finally have one undisturbed, fun, joyful and near-perfect gathering (in my view, of course).

but then again... do we actually need all that to be able to really enjoy each other as friends?

some say no... some say yes.... i'm on the "no" side... along with a few more others as well.

Canadian pizza's gonna get a hell lot of change tomorrow night.

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What? you didnt expect a full blown 8 course dinner, right?

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you know... some people love it perfect. they love and crave all things classy or rich or posh or other crap like that.

I dont see/taste the freaking difference between that fucking expensive chocolate and this thai made one!! okay wait... maybe not this thai one... mm... this american one!

oh then they say that i dont have "the tongue"...

the mentality maybe....

they just want that spoon to be on the left side of things... and that fork on the other...

no wait.. or is it the other way round?

okay maybe i can understand that "utensils to be put togehter after finishing meal instead of wide apart" because duh... the so called SERVANTS (aren't they... waiters?) hae to clean up ur stupid unfinished food which u deem to be so low class to eat and then they have to rush because you cant stand their smell because they have been working much harder than u would ever be in your goddamned narrow fucking life for maybe half the salary u are earning (or maybe u arent... u're just acting) so geez for the love of all things holy! put the fucking utensils side-by-fucking-side!

then there are those that go "eeww i hate white cabs... they have low-class service" ...

i think that every cab is different because the drivers are different.

and those that COMPLAIN and COMPLAIN just because what is around thme just doesnt fit in with their pseudo-lifestyle.

sure... build one grand empire jsut for you and live in that fucking bubble.

we'd be here.. probably getting much wiser than your and ur stale bubble down the road.

anyways we call these people snobs.

they call us unintelligent.

i call them stupid.

just bring a beggar in front of them see what they say. u can hear a lot of nonsensical, senseless blabber coming out of their (the stupids') mouth.

or mouths... cos the other end speaks as well.

or maybe they're both the same to them? to those.... "other beings".

so to all snobs.... fuck off...




and i just MUST add in this last bit.
i got this from Manas' current msn nick.

"You are not what you own."

superb.

and the snobs sarcastically go, "WWWAAAAAAHHHHHHH!!!"
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