I am very ashamed of myself. Such a waste of meat and flesh. A destroyed human being. A destroyed son and friend. The evils ive done upon myself and others.
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I just looked through some of my old photos.
I saw many of times....a happy cheeky boy.. making faces and posing himself in many funny positions.
It was me before 1999.
A clean... pure.... fair.... untroubled child.
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But what do i see after 1999?
a boy in specs twice the size of his face.
Dead... still... unenergetic portrait shots.
A young boy who has done many activities that would bring shame to his family and those who know him if they were to find out.
A racist was born.
A communist at one time or another.
Astray from his religion.
Relatives shun away.
A lot of evil..... so much evil that God took away the face he once had.
And replaced it with what he is now.
scarred... with a black heart.
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I think i forgot something along the way.......
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*apart from the NVP1 project and Justin's crew's mini video project...... i will be disappearing once again.... from Mein Bereich.... from Messenger.... from everything.... i think i need some time to reflect on things....
The end of a sad story?
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I just looked through some of my old photos.
I saw many of times....a happy cheeky boy.. making faces and posing himself in many funny positions.
It was me before 1999.
A clean... pure.... fair.... untroubled child.
------------------------------------------------
But what do i see after 1999?
a boy in specs twice the size of his face.
Dead... still... unenergetic portrait shots.
A young boy who has done many activities that would bring shame to his family and those who know him if they were to find out.
A racist was born.
A communist at one time or another.
Astray from his religion.
Relatives shun away.
A lot of evil..... so much evil that God took away the face he once had.
And replaced it with what he is now.
scarred... with a black heart.
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I think i forgot something along the way.......
----------------------------------------
*apart from the NVP1 project and Justin's crew's mini video project...... i will be disappearing once again.... from Mein Bereich.... from Messenger.... from everything.... i think i need some time to reflect on things....
The end of a sad story?
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